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Friday, April 24, 2009

Recent favourite quotes



来 自 L * * E 的 经 典 名 言 ^^



哈哈哈!!!! 我的妈啊。成功了,我再一次做到了! 再一次,成功蒙蔽自己的情感!! 好酷哦~ 我到底是怎么办到的啊?实在太意外了.........


过去累积的谎言太多 ,似烟霾捂着我的眼睛,似枷锁拴着心中的那道门,似魔法将我的脑袋停格...


这一刻,我醒了!明了,懂了,伤了,痛了,哭了...一字一句,太恐怖,太假,太虚幻。我启动了潜意识自卫的引擎,开始想尽千万个借口,寻找一丝异常,作出荒唐的推断。为了圆一个我给自己的谎言,我不惜一切再造一个谎言。


I wish everything's fine with you. Hope you always happy. No, I'm not trying to be good or selfless. I just want to get rid of guiltiness and be happy. Your happiness is the definition of mine.

I can feel the peace upon me. I'm free from depression, frustration or curiousness. My mind is clear. Yes, this is so not me. I feel like a new person.

Supposedly, I should be mad with you. But, I don't. ya, it's weird. I guess the only reason why am I not mad at you is because I love you, like I always do.

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I CAN'T HEAR. My heart is too weak to tell the deepest desire that's buried under my soul long time ago.

NO HIDING. Just face it and tell. I won't run away anymore.

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Although I'm not feeling despair for keeping those 's' things only to myself. Then, there are just sometimes I think it's cool to share... to tell... to be listened...

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The guilt of being treated like the-only-one.The pressure of your patience.All these are way too much.... like a guilty PLEASURE.

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Outside is raining but the sky is still bright with sunshine. Odd weather. Just like my current mood, metaphorically. I was depressed but still tough and full of optimism.

~待 续 ~

1 comment:

KiRaVenSu said...

good^^
exited 2 see yr next post...
haha^^