来 自 L * * E 的 经 典 名 言 ^^
哈哈哈！！！！ 我的妈啊。成功了，我再一次做到了！ 再一次，成功蒙蔽自己的情感！！ 好酷哦~ 我到底是怎么办到的啊？实在太意外了.........
过去累积的谎言太多 ，似烟霾捂着我的眼睛，似枷锁拴着心中的那道门，似魔法将我的脑袋停格...
这一刻，我醒了！明了，懂了，伤了，痛了，哭了...一字一句，太恐怖，太假，太虚幻。我启动了潜意识自卫的引擎，开始想尽千万个借口，寻找一丝异常，作出荒唐的推断。为了圆一个我给自己的谎言，我不惜一切再造一个谎言。
I can feel the peace upon me. I'm free from depression, frustration or curiousness. My mind is clear. Yes, this is so not me. I feel like a new person.
Supposedly, I should be mad with you. But, I don't. ya, it's weird. I guess the only reason why am I not mad at you is because I love you, like I always do.
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I CAN'T HEAR. My heart is too weak to tell the deepest desire that's buried under my soul long time ago.
NO HIDING. Just face it and tell. I won't run away anymore.
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Although I'm not feeling despair for keeping those 's' things only to myself. Then, there are just sometimes I think it's cool to share... to tell... to be listened...
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The guilt of being treated like the-only-one.The pressure of your patience.All these are way too much.... like a guilty PLEASURE.
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Outside is raining but the sky is still bright with sunshine. Odd weather. Just like my current mood, metaphorically. I was depressed but still tough and full of optimism.
