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Saturday, November 14, 2009

What my birth month say about me...

For Evanna Lim who birth on month August below are What Your Birth Month Says About You :

* Loves to joke
* Attractive
* Suave and caring
* Brave and fearless
* Firm and has leadership qualities
* Knows how to console others (instead of knw I think I like to)
* Too generous and egoistic
* Taked high pride of oneself
* Thirsty for praises
* Extraodinary spirit
* Easily angered
* Angry when provoked
* Easily jealous
* Observant
* Careful and cautious
* Thinks quickly
* Independent thoughts
* Loves to lead and to be led
* Loves to dream
* Talented in the arts, music and defence
* Sensitive but not petty
* Poor resistance against illnesses T_T
* Learns to relax
* Hasty and rushy
* Romantic
* Loving and caring
* Loves to make friends


Monday, November 9, 2009

PRIVATE PIC

A few day before when I was cleaning up my room, I found something that's useless but not meaningless.It was my photo... also called as X-ray.



There's a bunch of X-rays in this bag.



All X-rays are in these big envelopes.... got UM Hospital & Assunta Hospital & others.




Receipts & appointment card...





I realized that I got this disease when I was 6. ---- SCOLIOSIS

Definition:
Amedical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side, shaped like an "s" or "c", and may alsobe rotated.To adults it can be very painful. It is an abnormal lateral curvature of the spine. On anx-ray, viewed from the rear, the spine of an individual with a typical scoliosis may look more like an "S" or a "C" than a straight line.It is typically classified as congenital (caused by vertebral anomalies present at birth), idiopathic (sub-classified as infantile, juvenile, adolescent, or adult according to when onset occurred) or as neuromuscular, having developed as a secondary symptom of another condition, such as spina bifida, cerebral palsy, spinal muscular atrophy or due to physical trauma. [from Wikipedia]

HERE is just some of it.


OCT 1999


JAN 2000

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AUG 2000

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MAY 2002



DEC 2002



SEPT 2003


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APR 2004
The curve became more serious. In 2006, I had a surgery.
Sugery is usually indicated

for curves that have a high likelihood of progression, curves that cause a significant amount of pain with some regularity, curves that would be cosmetically unacceptable asan adult, curves in patients with spina bifida and cerebral palsy that interfere with sitting and care, and curves that affect physiological functions such as breathing.

Surgery is usually required with a curve of 40 to 50 degrees but I waited until 80 degrees because once the surgery is done the height is 80 to 90 percent fixed.So, I waited after the puberty.

The surgery involves a combination of rods, screws, human made bones and wires fixing the spine and can apply stronger, safer forces to the spine than the Harrington rod. This technique is known as the Cotrel-Dubousset instrumentation, currently the most common technique for the procedure.
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***** after surgery *****

NOW...
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MARCH 2006



my favourite one...
This X-rays is to estimate the age of the growth of bones.



MAY 2006




OCT 2006

Saturday, November 7, 2009

时 光 隧 道

吓到 . . .

像掉入了时光隧道, “字”忆一个个重现在眼帘。感觉,很不好受。是恐慌,红血球除了输送氧气,同时间运载着恐慌。随着心跳的加速,很快地这感觉遍布了全身。


惊觉 . . .

原来,
那刻,
是低潮,
是艰熬。


怎么?
过去了,
才晓得?
回头望,
才感觉到?
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是迟钝?
是迷糊?
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.
害怕 . . .

已故,终已故。唯恐记忆的碎片残留在心房,恐惧倘佯于不防。

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

雨爱

窗外的天气
就像是
你多变的表情
.
下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清
离开你
我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
.
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴
渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的
RAINIE LOVE
.
窗外的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气
像储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
.
雨爱秘密
能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽