願望。实现 ~ 火 柴 的 心 声 ( 八)

謝謝“你”!

开心﹐这是一种难以启齿的快乐。想起那些短讯﹐時间飛逝﹐算一算﹐才知道已是十個月前的事了。感触﹐经过无数波折﹐得到的最终比付出的多。

原來﹐穿越迷雾﹐真的能看见彩虹。

我相信﹐属于你我的彩虹就在下一個不远处的转角。加油吧﹗希望我們能在转角點﹐回头告別迷雾﹐迎向彩虹。

恭喜~沒什么期望﹐但願能一直保持现狀 +_+

坚 。强

故作坚强

捍护烦恼的城墙

不是倔强

只是不想讲

装模作样

虚容笑颜

内心感慨

有苦难言

坚持逞强

孤寂深夜

悲伤难防

眼泪最终

突破围墙

川流过江

心事百般交杂

虽烦人又难缠

依然努力隐藏

Recent favourite quotes

来 自 L * * E 的 经 典 名 言 ^^



哈哈哈！！！！ 我的妈啊。成功了，我再一次做到了！ 再一次，成功蒙蔽自己的情感！！ 好酷哦~ 我到底是怎么办到的啊？实在太意外了.........


过去累积的谎言太多 ，似烟霾捂着我的眼睛，似枷锁拴着心中的那道门，似魔法将我的脑袋停格...


这一刻，我醒了！明了，懂了，伤了，痛了，哭了...一字一句，太恐怖，太假，太虚幻。我启动了潜意识自卫的引擎，开始想尽千万个借口，寻找一丝异常，作出荒唐的推断。为了圆一个我给自己的谎言，我不惜一切再造一个谎言。

I wish everything's fine with you. Hope you always happy. No, I'm not trying to be good or selfless. I just want to get rid of guiltiness and be happy. Your happiness is the definition of mine.

I can feel the peace upon me. I'm free from depression, frustration or curiousness. My mind is clear. Yes, this is so not me. I feel like a new person.

Supposedly, I should be mad with you. But, I don't. ya, it's weird. I guess the only reason why am I not mad at you is because I love you, like I always do.

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I CAN'T HEAR. My heart is too weak to tell the deepest desire that's buried under my soul long time ago.

NO HIDING. Just face it and tell. I won't run away anymore.

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Although I'm not feeling despair for keeping those 's' things only to myself. Then, there are just sometimes I think it's cool to share... to tell... to be listened...

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The guilt of being treated like the-only-one.The pressure of your patience.All these are way too much.... like a guilty PLEASURE.

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Outside is raining but the sky is still bright with sunshine. Odd weather. Just like my current mood, metaphorically. I was depressed but still tough and full of optimism.

~待 续 ~

Let it be... part 2/2 ~ 火 柴 的 心 声 (七)

镜子回复篇：


感慨。haiz........

当他对着镜子诉说这一切, 镜子的心情是交杂难耐的。心疼，眼看那残酷的事实。在心疼的同

时，它强烈的同理心却在悯怜着自己。他所说的，它非常了解，只因为那曾经也是它的故事...


镜子：“别问我有什么方法能够使你忘了他，我不知道。但我希望你能看清楚一点，你所谓的‘努力’，不单只是无济于事，更是在伤害你自己，甚至是身边的家人和朋友。既然你已知道‘努力’无法带来任何的改变，那为何不尝试放纵自己？爱，无罪。有谁不曾痛过？

曾经爱过，就不可能归于零。 我所指的零是当作没事发生过。你无须执着于忘记，试着去宠自己，别急着逼自己脱离以往的难过，你会活得更快乐些。算了吧，why not just let it be? You don't deserve to suffer like that. 即使从前的回忆有多么难受，若无法抵抗，也就只能任由它穿梭你的思绪。学习去接受它。Trying to forget someone you love is to remember 时间飞逝，也许再过不久，你就可以坦然地面对过去的伤痛。

强逼自己，只会让痛苦更难以摆脱。爱自己，无论对哪一方，都是件好事。”

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Let it be... part 1/2 ~ 火 柴 的 心 声 (七)

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那感觉终究丝毫没变。

说好了要放弃，

承诺不再允许自己有任何的希望，

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无奈...

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是我太脆弱，

只能恨自己不够潇洒。

为何已说好不再想，

终无法控制的放肆自己。

更恨你，

留下当初那无情的誓言。

难过...

以为放手，

既是最好的决定......

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放下？

这承诺在被定下的那一刻，

就已被违反。

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我让自己像个疯子似的

重不停下脚步，

逃避脑中的那个影像。

就算是短短一秒放空的机会，

对我而言，

也是一种折磨。

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可笑的是，

不管我多么努力地试着忘记，

最终还是失败...

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忘记你，

是世界上最残忍的承诺！

我，

办不到.............

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半年后，

一年后，

以后的以后...

我没有信心能实践

当初的誓言...

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[绝无抄袭<新月>的意思，只是稍微拿来借镜。]

NOT IMITATION BUT INSPIRATION

L squared

why? whY? wHY? WHY? WHY?! WHY? WHy? Why? why?

y life can't be easier?
y I have to struggle so much?
y am I always doing some stupid mistakes?
y God treated me so unfair?!

WHY ME?!

If u are now having a teaser or facing some difficulties... you're probably wondering why it happens on you. You might blamed yourself, God or people around.

When you think life is so unfair, when you can't see the point to live, think of THEM...

That's life...

Life is like a book.
Challenges, is to make the story more interesting.
Every mistakes is a single page.
Every failure is a new chapter.
No one's prefer a dull and bored story,
we all like the more compelling.
Difficulties, is to make the story more interesting.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I LOVE LIFE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[ MISSED ]

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I know that soon you will be fine. Just like I did last time.

愚昧的错失

惨痛的悔意

无可挽回的定局

爱，也只剩无奈

爱情是需要天时、地利、人和的，少一项都不行。

当爱情成了遗憾,

努力无法换取希望,

最终只能选择淡忘。

好一句老套话：“勉强是不会有幸福的”。爱，如果不能重来，也就算了... 无须沉溺在无畏的忏悔。试着站在对方的角度想想，会得到不一样的感想。 放手，对任何一方都好。

过去已曾往事

只有时间能治好

那无迹的伤痕

明天太阳依然会升起

世界照常地运作

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让自己重返日常轨道，恢复日常的作息。世界不会因你而停，时间不曾为你耽搁一秒... 重新振作，征服自己，穿越心中的阴霾，才是智者所为。

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放手

将会带来心灵的解脱

面对

即是唯一解决方式

盎然回首

从前的痛已不在

相见依然是朋友

在这个莫幻无测，奥秘的宇宙里，地球只不过是一个蕴藏在千万星球中的小行星；而人类就好比一颗微小的沙子。我们无须执着于一些对这宇宙而言微不足道的琐碎事。试着放宽自己的视野，敞阔自己的胸怀，别去计较那些鸡毛蒜皮的小事。人与人相识，乃是一种缘分，我们无非和自己过不去，应该以宽容的心去接纳每一个和你有过节的人。

100% 出至于本人之笔,绝无抄袭。如有雷同，纯属巧合。

[ADJURE] ~ 火柴的心声(六)

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"I am not going to tell anybody. I just want to know... the truth."

I used to wish I could have an acute sixth sense BUT not this time......

I wished someone could prove I was wrong.
It didn't make sense at all!!
How could life be SO RIDICULOUS?!

I willed to believe in everything! Even the existence of wizard! However... not this please... I won't take it as reality before someone can give me an EVIDENCE!!!
I want the answer! NO MORE HIDING!! MASK OFF PLEASE!!!

Plz.... I want the answer... I swear I won't tell... so please let me know...

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y u, y him, y me?

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