For Evanna Lim who birth on month August below are What Your Birth Month Says About You :
* Loves to joke
* Attractive
* Suave and caring
* Brave and fearless
* Firm and has leadership qualities
* Knows how to console others (instead of knw I think I like to)
* Too generous and egoistic
* Taked high pride of oneself
* Thirsty for praises
* Extraodinary spirit
* Easily angered
* Angry when provoked
* Easily jealous
* Observant
* Careful and cautious
* Thinks quickly
* Independent thoughts
* Loves to lead and to be led
* Loves to dream
* Talented in the arts, music and defence
* Sensitive but not petty
* Poor resistance against illnesses T_T
* Learns to relax
* Hasty and rushy
* Romantic
* Loving and caring
* Loves to make friends
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
PRIVATE PIC
A few day before when I was cleaning up my room, I found something that's useless but not meaningless.It was my photo... also called as X-ray.
There's a bunch of X-rays in this bag.
All X-rays are in these big envelopes.... got UM Hospital & Assunta Hospital & others.
Receipts & appointment card...
I realized that I got this disease when I was 6. ---- SCOLIOSIS
Definition:
Amedical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side, shaped like an "s" or "c", and may alsobe rotated.To adults it can be very painful. It is an abnormal lateral curvature of the spine. On anx-ray, viewed from the rear, the spine of an individual with a typical scoliosis may look more like an "S" or a "C" than a straight line.It is typically classified as congenital (caused by vertebral anomalies present at birth), idiopathic (sub-classified as infantile, juvenile, adolescent, or adult according to when onset occurred) or as neuromuscular, having developed as a secondary symptom of another condition, such as spina bifida, cerebral palsy, spinal muscular atrophy or due to physical trauma. [from Wikipedia]
HERE is just some of it.
OCT 1999
AUG 2000
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There's a bunch of X-rays in this bag.
All X-rays are in these big envelopes.... got UM Hospital & Assunta Hospital & others.
Receipts & appointment card...
I realized that I got this disease when I was 6. ---- SCOLIOSIS
Definition:
Amedical condition in which a person's spine is curved from side to side, shaped like an "s" or "c", and may alsobe rotated.To adults it can be very painful. It is an abnormal lateral curvature of the spine. On anx-ray, viewed from the rear, the spine of an individual with a typical scoliosis may look more like an "S" or a "C" than a straight line.It is typically classified as congenital (caused by vertebral anomalies present at birth), idiopathic (sub-classified as infantile, juvenile, adolescent, or adult according to when onset occurred) or as neuromuscular, having developed as a secondary symptom of another condition, such as spina bifida, cerebral palsy, spinal muscular atrophy or due to physical trauma. [from Wikipedia]
HERE is just some of it.
OCT 1999
JAN 2000
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AUG 2000
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MAY 2002
DEC 2002
SEPT 2003
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APR 2004
The curve became more serious. In 2006, I had a surgery.
Sugery is usually indicated
for curves that have a high likelihood of progression, curves that cause a significant amount of pain with some regularity, curves that would be cosmetically unacceptable asan adult, curves in patients with spina bifida and cerebral palsy that interfere with sitting and care, and curves that affect physiological functions such as breathing.
Surgery is usually required with a curve of 40 to 50 degrees but I waited until 80 degrees because once the surgery is done the height is 80 to 90 percent fixed.So, I waited after the puberty.
The surgery involves a combination of rods, screws, human made bones and wires fixing the spine and can apply stronger, safer forces to the spine than the Harrington rod. This technique is known as the Cotrel-Dubousset instrumentation, currently the most common technique for the procedure.
Sugery is usually indicated
for curves that have a high likelihood of progression, curves that cause a significant amount of pain with some regularity, curves that would be cosmetically unacceptable asan adult, curves in patients with spina bifida and cerebral palsy that interfere with sitting and care, and curves that affect physiological functions such as breathing.
Surgery is usually required with a curve of 40 to 50 degrees but I waited until 80 degrees because once the surgery is done the height is 80 to 90 percent fixed.So, I waited after the puberty.
The surgery involves a combination of rods, screws, human made bones and wires fixing the spine and can apply stronger, safer forces to the spine than the Harrington rod. This technique is known as the Cotrel-Dubousset instrumentation, currently the most common technique for the procedure.
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***** after surgery *****
NOW...
***** after surgery *****
NOW...
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MARCH 2006
my favourite one...
This X-rays is to estimate the age of the growth of bones.
MAY 2006
OCT 2006
Saturday, November 7, 2009
时 光 隧 道
吓到 . . .
像掉入了时光隧道, “字”忆一个个重现在眼帘。感觉，很不好受。是恐慌，红血球除了输送氧气，同时间运载着恐慌。随着心跳的加速，很快地这感觉遍布了全身。
惊觉 . . .
原来，
那刻，
是低潮，
是艰熬。
像掉入了时光隧道, “字”忆一个个重现在眼帘。感觉，很不好受。是恐慌，红血球除了输送氧气，同时间运载着恐慌。随着心跳的加速，很快地这感觉遍布了全身。
惊觉 . . .
原来，
那刻，
是低潮，
是艰熬。
怎么?
过去了，
才晓得？
回头望，
才感觉到？
.
是迟钝？
是迷糊？
.
.
害怕 . . .
已故，终已故。唯恐记忆的碎片残留在心房，恐惧倘佯于不防。
害怕 . . .
已故，终已故。唯恐记忆的碎片残留在心房，恐惧倘佯于不防。
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
雨爱
窗外的天气
就像是
你多变的表情
.
下雨了
雨陪我哭泣
看不清
我也不想看清
离开你
我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里
学会放弃
.
听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴
渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的
RAINIE LOVE
.
窗外的雨滴
一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气
像储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
.
雨爱的秘密
能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽
Thursday, August 27, 2009
雨爱的人
.
我个人一直认为雨是为那些爱雨的人而下的。
上帝总是眷顾着那些戴面具的人，雨是上帝派来为他们卸掉保护色的天使。
我个人一直认为雨是为那些爱雨的人而下的。
上帝总是眷顾着那些戴面具的人，雨是上帝派来为他们卸掉保护色的天使。
当他们卸下护罩
雨将守护着他们脆落的灵魂
呼唤他们最真实的一页
倾听他们隐蔽的故事
释放他们压抑多时的心灵
天又降雨于我也，我贡上泪示馈意。
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Friday, August 7, 2009
镜中境~ 火柴的心声( 十一)
当两个人处于同一个频率，奇迹就会出现。
以下这段故事是100%真人真事改篇，一段讲述女主角遇上镜子的故事。
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那一刻，我仿佛看见了自己。
沉重的嘴角，勉强的提起，表情僵硬，眼神不定，呈现出一副皮笑肉不笑的景象。眼神放空，视线总是看起来那么的近，而又那么的远。瞳孔犹如一条引向地狱的隧道入口。在这短短的几秒钟里，我，看到了...
心的距离，有时比任何一切都更遥远。那些在戏闹的丑角明明就在身旁，却觉得好遥远。喧闹声就像是杂讯，成了恼人的背景音乐。眼前的这面镜子，他或许不知道，在这孤寂的喧哗中，我已识破了他的虚伪，只是静静地陪伴着他的沮丧。为了掩护一些不想被别人知道的事情，再烂的谎言都编得出来。但再多的伪装也无法掩饰那难以压抑的痛。回想起当初的自己，应该就像他现在这样。
我不同情他。我不担心他，因为我很清楚，再多的痛，迟早还是会过去的。当你哭够了，自然会得到领悟。伤透了，既会麻痹。心碎了，依然会复原。愁久了，终究能想通。其实，心痛也是另一种幸福。愿他能明白，其实祝福比拥有更快乐。只要清楚地知道，心所属的位置，就无须执着于得或失。
庆幸我已脱离了这条漫无止境的轨道。我只能说，我是幸运的。
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作者：镜子
Saturday, July 4, 2009
就这样了。
_
好 了
看 透 了
_ 相 信 了
__放 心 了
_ _没 什 么 了
好 了
看 透 了
_ 相 信 了
__放 心 了
_ _没 什 么 了
泪
完 了
痛
麻 了
我
OK 的
_
_
__
错__
过 了
雾__
散 了
总 算
醒 了
过 了
雾__
散 了
总 算
醒 了
_
_
_
泪
不 流 了
心
冷 却 了
都
归 零 了
_
__
_
___太 好 了
__你 笑 了
_满 足 了
谢 谢 了
Thursday, July 2, 2009
爱雨的人
.
。。。雨 。。。
.
他，让我开心让我忧。
他，
总是在我心情低落的时候，
第一刻出现对我嘘寒问暖。
.
他，
每当我纳闷的时候，
都义不容辞地当我的听众。
他，
在我难过的时候，
为我无声的眼泪伴奏。
他，
在我悲伤的时候，
抚慰着洗涤我的沮丧。
抚慰着洗涤我的沮丧。
他，
在我最烦恼的时候，
绝不会让我孤身作战。
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
他，
勾起我的回忆，
让我想起那些不堪回首的往事。
.
他，
卸下我的掩饰，
呼唤出最真实的我。
.
他，
害我失去方向，
迷失在逃避的跑道上。
他，
一次又一次的，
试图要敞开我隐秘的内核。
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
雨，
他是悲伤的镜子，
既是沮丧的味精，
也是忧愁的导火线。
我，
属于雨天的灰色空间。
我爱雨。
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